"It's not over before it's too late"
What do i have left here? Its just pain, fucking pain everyday, heartbreak, and anxiety. I cannot leave my fucking house without looking over my shoulder. I have lost so much sleep, ive lost over a stone and a half in just over a month. I feel weak, i feel useless. I feel so alone and hurt. But thats not issue is it? I deserved all this didnt i? i didnt do enough did i? I am fucking sick of life.
I miss her and really need her right now :(
- (via blu3rthanvelvet)